in court

[janaadam]

(12-28-2008 03:02 PM)Emjesown Wrote:  I am in court it seems


Since i choose to leave the messianic movement
i have been in confusen, well the confusen started earlyer as a matter of fact.
But now that i "came out of the clothed" i feel like i am accused and brought to court.
Its not a good feeling but it was to be expected.
My messianic friends think i went back to babylon....:what:
wich is not the case.
I feel that i have to defend myself, wich is okay until a certain degree.
But the last few days it gets worse, because not only i stepped out, but i also warn people not to be mislead and not stepping into quicksand, that's how i see HRM and messianic teachings.
Altho there are good teachings there, there is a danger ansd i warn people about that.
This does n t please my messianic "friends".
At the same time christians look also suspicious at me, i see them thinking: "did n t you become messian and doing so you left christianity"?
Well yes i did leave christianity in a way and now i left messianism, does this all bring confusen? Yes, but mostly for my self.
I am bringing order in a chaos,it is going to take awhile until i stand with 2 legs on steady ground.
So i wanted to share this with you

EMJE

No court.. sounds like you are just trying to seek the Truth in the middle of so much deception. In my walk seeking the Lord with my whole heart, I have found so much that is taught in the 'Christian Culture' is not Christian at all, in fact, it's cleverly preached to where you think it's truth but it's mixed with non truths, which makes it false. I just heard a sermon from a church group (mega church) I was a part of for several years, and one thing that was preached was if you just take a leap of faith and tithe, that you will have all your needs met and more. The focus being on self, gaining, but not focus on God who is the one we should put all our trust. It was very cleverly wrapped in a nice 'christmas giving' sermon. As far as the Messianic Movement, I don't know much about it although I begin to ask questions and seek to see if it was truth.. I have found so many variations of Messianic followers... talmudic, no talmudic, festivals, shabbat and circumcision mandatory, some only partial. Who makes all these rules anyway??? Well, I have come to realize that just reading the scripture and following His lead has gotten me to peace and Truth. Seek Me and you will find Me, when you seek Me with your whole heart Jer 29:13 So faithful is He!! Trust in Him, and you will find those around you who are also truly seeking Him, and able to 'mark' those who are not. In love, we pray for all and hope for all to come to the knowledge of the truth. Hope this is making sense to you! Im not used to posting on boards. :P Shalom.